Quite honestly, I'd truly forgotten how hard it is to run a full. It truly takes everything within you - physical, mental, and emotional.
Around this time, I knew that heartbreak hill was nearby, but seriously had zero energy to tackle a hill with running. I started on a walk break, then realized I was on a steady incline, so I continued to walk...by the time I got to the top, I realized I was literally ON heartbreak hill that whole time.
I'll be the first to say - for once, my stubbornness didn't get the best of me and I did not run a single bit of this hill. If you know me, you know that's pretty rough!!
I'm happy with my time if I go out there and give every single thing I have in my tank, and that's what this situation looked like here that day.
The guys near the Citgo sign were especially entertaining because they were hollering at me with my Citgo shirt on and waving at the sign. It made me laugh!
As much as I wanted to stay a while, I knew I had to finish.
I spotted the finish line and stopped to take a quick video and picture because I knew I would regret it later if I didn't.
While running, the tears started to flow and I began ugly crying. I WAS ABOUT TO FINISH THE BOSTON MARATHON! A race I never even thought possible for me, not even in my wildest dreams!
I also had NO clue that there were photographers everywhere, capturing said ugly cry...but here you go!
So, I made the dumbest decision possible and continued running with my heart erratically beating. As I crossed the finish line, it took every ounce of my energy to raise my hands up over my head. I kept thinking, "Just breathe and smile breathe and smile"!! I also veered towards the left side of the finish line so I could stop and get my heart under under control as soon as I crossed.
I couldn't remember if I smiled, so I was happy to see in the official course photos that I did indeed smile...haha!
My official finish time was 5:09. Not the time I went in there expecting, but I was and am 100% ok with it, knowing that I gave this race every single bit of every single thing that was within me!
After crossing the finish line, I immediately stopped and crouched down between two first aid volunteers with wheelchairs to hold my breath. I must have been down there at least a minute. It felt like forever, but didn't take long for my heart to chill. I honestly think the combo of the hot shot, plus running, plus my crazy crying set it off. As I stood up, one of them asked if I was ok. I told them yes, my heart occasionally goes into PSVT but I got it under control. They gave me a smile and a thumbs up, so I carried on my way!
Immediately after crossing the finish line, I looked up at and spotted several messages on the amazon board, sent to me by friends through the app! How fun!!
I also heard my name here - and when I turned around, it was Pam!! Pam is the mom of the Christine/Pam We Run Disney blogger duo and oh my goodness I couldn't believe it! Pam was a huge help to me in this Boston journey with wonderful advice along the way - I was so excited to see her!!
My one request to Jason was to bring my jackets with him to the finish area and I'm so glad he did! Although the day started off sunny and feeling warm, the sun hid behind the clouds around mile 16 and my hands were so cold the remainder of the race. Having this jacket at the end was a life saver!
This whole experience from start to finish was incredibly surreal and still feels like a dream. Did I seriously run THE Boston Marathon?!
Having my family and Melissa there to be with me was the icing on the cake. What a ride. What an experience!
A thousand thank you's to Citgo who made this once-in-a-lifetime / can't-believe-it experience happen for me! You guys are the true MVP's!!
Thank you to everyone who followed along and tracked me/text me/sent encouraging messages along the way! I saw them all and appreciate every single one of you!!
Check out all the Boston recaps here:
- Part 1 - On The Road To Boston
- Part 2 - Traveling to Boston and the Boston Marathon Expo
- Part 3 - Touring Boston & A Pasta Dinner
- Part 4 - The 1st Half of the Boston Marathon
- Part 5 - The 2nd Half of the Boston Marathon
- Part 6 - Post-Race Party & Final Thoughts